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The dreamer
Neither Ida or Weda, but Hida
My dreams
→ March 2009 The flowers
Speak to me
The dreamland
Designed By: velvet-sky
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How easy is someone being loved? I dun take ‘lover’ as the main point here since I do take love as a very subjective thing… friends and of cos our own familylah kan…. Im the type of girl who actually hard to guess wat is actually inside my heart and mind..and dat is no mistake about that…when you think I like that the actual is a love that, when u think I’ll do dat, the reality is I’ll move the other way.. I dunno wat other’s thought about me, but one think I have to confess, I dun favor ppl hating me…it’s a common fact I know, but I took this seriously, if anyone out there r hating me, pls let me know so dat I can fix this… don’t let me find it by my own self, because I’ll might hate u back and hating ppl is so TAK sexy…. There’re some reactions which I found by own *and I sendiri buat* when someone hating u or liking u… He/She’s liking you : 1. She/he’s never fail to say ‘hi/oit!/omae!/ko nak pegi mane?/blanja aku!’ and etc when they bump into you. 2. She/he’S look directly right into ur eyes when both r u r talking. 3. She/he’s acts freely infront of you 4. Never fail to say sorry when there’s mistake happen 5. She/he’s try to know you.. 6. She/he’s always mention dat u r her/his friend.. 7. She/he’s doesn’t stop tease about you~ He/she’s hating you : 1. She/he’s act nicely to everyone but you 2. She/he’s doesn’t oftn look into ur eyes (OH! How I hate this!!!!!!!!) 3. She/he’s reply ur msg with ‘bahasa yg agak ksar’ (guhhh! This makes me wanna cry!) 4. She/he’s doesn’t like go near you… それは一部だけだよ! there's still a million of petanda... these are only some i met... so... if you accidentally did all of these to me... do u really dislike me? im sorry for dat.... BDWAY~ lupakan kisah sedey.... im in a good mood anyway... let me present u some of my class mate and my new image~ *curik gamba2 dari org2 di FB*  nak ikut gamba ni perfect sume ade...TAPI! pakcik zaki buat hal pulak.. beliau berada di bwah no '2' tu.... n zaidi yg baju hijau tu!muka x nmpk pulak...  gile btul bebudak ni...  stut dari seblah hida is tiara, nani, izzat, yg blakang muke cute tu Mawa~ *bday sameeee*!!  nilah bakal engineer wanita negara~ hahah~ tangga~ afila, nani, syahira, afifah, aisyah, tiara and wahida  the femes Kerepek GAng~ Zakiah, Azrina dan Aimanis~  yg pakai baju kuning without tudung is our beloved Okada-sensei! dan yg mcm pakcii dpn skali ni Pakcik Shamiru~  mereka dan partner mereka~ robot yg paling kecik tu bernama kaerun...dier sungguh baik~*tapi kadang2 membuli jugak!*  yg blakunk baju putih tu! tere gile kanji oh! nama dier KANJI BOYY!!! ceh ceh..Lukman lah actually.... eh eh..muke kaerun cute gileee~ hahah~  ha...yg duduk dpan ni...nama die MAKANAN....inilah Fahim yg kuat makan...salah satu org yg kuat makan dlm class F24c! mata dier seepeettt....  yg pakai cap tu..Zaidi nama diberi...pendiam gile..tp baik~ mcm wahida~  dan ini..yg baju kuning ni..Jaepo...huahuahua~  and ini untuk LEE...ni jelah gmbo ak yg pakai tudung paling kiut...laen sume ak rase sungguh huduh! serius! mekasih lah kat budak sblah ak ni yg upload kan... ak mls nak upload.... inilah f24c saya yang tak betul otaknyer~ tp sy sayang mereka~ huk3! 一緒に頑張ろう!!!!!
My dreams will blossom...
yeaaahhh~ even exam belum abes pun~ tapi yang penting otak saya sudah legeeee~ today's subjects were Kanji, Math and Grammar dimana 3 subjek yg plg susah!!! tulah padahnyer study last minute~ LAst friday sempat lagi keluar pergi Times Square dgn dua-kawan-baik-yg-menyakitkan-hati AimanIS and ZakiAH.. sampai pukul 11 MALAM bru smpai help residence.... sampai2 bilik terus pengsan..... sbab kene buli ngan dowang :( hek3 terus tak study langsung.. i thought of finishing 600 kanji but harapan was only harapan~ tsk..tsk... pastu the next day, it was saturday, early in the morning, miraculously i woke!! and bermulalah perjalanan pembelajaran hida~ seriusly, tak penah study hard macam ni bfore this! 2 hari berturut2! gile lah~ kalo tambah lagi satu hari, confirm keluar berita "Seorang Pelajar Mati Muntah Kanji" miraculously saya belajar math seorang diri...paham pulak tu! hek3! exam was fun lah... xpecially interview part~ bukanye time interview!! TIME TGH TGGU UNTUK DI INTERVIEWED dan menggu org untk di interviewed! sebab ade perang kumpulan Kerepek VS Kerepot! lawaklah dowang ni~ team kerepek moto : merepek bertambah kerepek! Ahli kumpulan : aiman zaki azrin team kerepot moto : bersekutu bertambah kutu! Ahli kumpulan : Afifah syahira and of kos hida yang kiut lahkan~ Kelakar gile diorang ni...saket kepala layan...hahah~ kadang2 teringat bende2 yg dowang buat pun leh tergelak sowang2~ adekeh cakap kiteowang tua!! dowang tak sedar ke besday kowang tu sume dalam bulan 3! tua dari kiteowng! siap engat lagi tarikh sowang2! one word je.. BENGONG! ni besuk ade lagi test tapi test yg tak brape susah lah.... naseb baik~ balik nak wat pe pun tak taw.. dowang sume kuar... nak ikut ke? aahh.... malas pun ade....... rase cam nak membalas balik tido saya yg tak cukup tu... hek~ bdaway.. tadi tgh2 berbual ngan budak2 perempuan tu.... dowang cerita pasal seorang 'lelaki' ni.. tak mau lah cerita sape... but he's really a man yang saya sgt respect! Character dia yg sebenar tak seperti yg dia tunjukkan... This guy ade something yang membuatkan i do really respect for him! Pendirian dia sagt teguh... dari segi pengunaan wang, pembelajaran, kawan, agama, gf dan sebagainyerlah sangat menakjubkan.... so i think, ape yg penting dalam diri seseoranng is pendirian, self-esteem in fact... a guy like him is really respectable..... ii desu nee~ lucky ne gf dier~
My dreams will blossom...
i read my darling sister's blog and i was attrcted dgn ni.... "Dalam proses membentuk awak ni, ada banyak-banyak sperma yang berenang-renang dalam rahim ibu awak. Daripada banyak-banyak ni, HANYA SATU saja yang berjaya masuk dalam ovum mak awak. Sperma ini adalah yang terbaik dan terkuat untuk berjaya menembusinya. Dan itu adalah awak. Makanya, awak adalah yang ciptaan Tuhan yang terbaik di antara yang terbaik. Maka, jangan putus asa dan teruskan berjuang". kita antara yang terbaik kan? kadang2 memanglah kita rase mcm dunia ni against kita, tapi kita tak taw yg ade lagi makhluk tuhan lebi hebat cabaran dier... i've been tgk and rase mcm2 cabaran yg boleh wat kita down.. keputusan exam tak bagus lah,duit kat CIMB tu tggal rm10 lah, credit terpaksa guna SOS top up lah..temasuklah kawan sendiri yg ade double personalities....pening kepala dibuatnyer... tapi i know.. bende2 ni baru dugaan kecik kan..... belum masuk era university, ape lagi era perkahwinan.. tu lagi dasyat makcik rase! i learn from all these things... tak merungut pun...bcuz i HATE people yg merungut pasal ade masalah! i take this coolly lah.... my soul is stronger my bdan yg kurus ni! cuma kadang2 otak tu perlukan rehat..kene lepaskan lah jugak kat best buddieskan~ kadang2 hida ni byk sgt piki.. recently is "ape budak2 lelaki pikir ah?" dlm class girls are minority....we got 18 ppl in class and only 7 are girls... kadang2 ape yg dowang buat is something unexpected oleh kepala hida... pelik...otoko ha onna yori kangaekata ga muzukashi deshou? dunia rase cam dah terbalik.. dulu org cakp perempuan sebegitu... hak3 aah.. tuka topik lah... ape ah...ape ah.... ntah... takde idea agi.... kesian...... erm... ... .. . . . . . . . . . . . . .
My dreams will blossom...
i woke early today... have no idea but....i think im a morning person lah~ i feel so genki now~ even smlam tido lambat.. main ping pong(?) smpai kul 2... main ke?? rase cam pnat ktawe je lebey... ingatkan nak tgk movie kat first floor tapi aisyah ajak turun maen pingpong... layan jelah~ layan budak2 tu kekadang bleh hilang stress... memula mmglah main pingpong..jap agi bola pingpong tu jadi bola sepak pastu bola softball..... naseb baek tak jadi bola keranjang! *kesian bola biru aisyah tu!* pastu main batu seremban plak! tu blum lagi senak perut ketawa agi! hak3! until... tetibe rase nak menangis... dengar lagu ni punya pasal lah... *HUH! susah tul jadi orang cemeng mcm hida kan!* もうなんとなくわかってる 君がうつむく訳は 別れは切り出せずにいるんだよね 俺も見落ちた影は 寄り添って重なるのに 二人の想いは今離れてゆく 違う恋に出会ってしまった君を つなぎ止める言葉も見つからない さよならなんて 終わりだなんて 嘘だと言ってそれでも ほどいた手は冷たくなる 僕らは他人になる ごめんねなんて もう泣かないで 抱きしめてしまうから 重ねた思い出が 痛みにかわるその前に ほら、最後は笑顔でSAY GOODBYE Mou nantonaku wakatteru Kimi ga utsumuku wake wa Wakare wa kiridasezu ni irun da yo ne Ore mo miochita kage wa Yorisotte kazanaru no ni Futari no omoi wa ima hanareteyuku Chigau koi ni deatteshimatta kimi wo Tsunagi tomeru kotoba mo mitsukaranai Sayonara nante Owari da nante Uso da to itte sore demo Hodoita te wa sumetakunaru Bokura wa tanin ni naru Gomen ne nante Mou nakanaide Dakishimeteshimau kara Kazaneta omoide ga Itami ni kawaru sono mae ni Hora, saigo wa egao de say goodbye English Interpretation/Translation by daelite: I’ve pretty much figured out Why you’re looking away from me It’s because you can’t bring yourself to talk about breaking up, isn’t it I didn’t notice the signs That our emotions were growing apart even as we were together And now that you’ve found another love I can’t even find the words to say that’ll stop you from leaving This is goodbye? This is the end? Tell me that’s a lie, though even if you did Your hand will grow cold We’ll just become strangers So don’t say you’re sorry Just please don’t cry anymore Because it makes me want to hold you Please, say goodbye with a smile Before the memories we have together become painful it's yamapi new single as solo singer... i swear i cried.. dngan perkataan 'Mou nakanaide' (plz dun cry anymore).... the lyric... rase haza dier taw y this song really touched me.... or maybe she doesnt..hak3! i am lemah when lelaki pujuk when i'm in grief or marah...... even melalui lagu ni... melalui perkataan 'MOU NAKANAIDE' aisey! bahaye! bahaye! but yeah~ watever.. life still goes on.... lpekan jelah.... hida memang macam ni...:p for lee~ sory babe~ ak rase tak dpt nak upload gambalah~ mls ak nak bgaduh ngan concction kat sni!
My dreams will blossom...
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